havent had the time to blog. no. i shouldnt say that. i was lazy to blog.
so that's about it.
when i think of more, i'll definitely write it down.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
wooweee..
last sat(10jun)
was Fun Fun FUN. i dressed up and was all ready to party into the night. went over to ruting's place and eve helped to put makeup on the girls. loves her. some were not very nice, some were nice. complaints were heard but it all came out right. suntec opened its doors(duh! it's an automated sliding door!!) for us as we stepped in. walked about for a while. then we head over to dxo to dance the night away. weee. funness!! dxo is quite a place. dance floor was bigger than liquid room's but it was still hot and stuffy. so packed! we danced to the R&B hits. madness. so FUN. by the time we went home, exhaustion took me over. slept till the cows came home.
sun to mon(11jun to 12jun)
it was chalet!! sweet! i was disappointed. thought my dad would fetch me all the way to the chalet but noooo.. he fetched me till queenstown and i had to volunteer to take the MRT all the way to pasir ris. but it was alright.
so there i went. got down from the exhausting journey to the east. called my friend cause she asked me to buy 2 BUNCHES OF BANANA! BANANA?? yeah. banana. i was kinda reluctant to get it. so i asked them where to get it and they were said cheers in downtown east. so i thought ok, maybe someone would accompany me somehow. surprise surprise! evan appeared! wooo.. so i took the bus with her all the way to downtown east.
met sherlyn, yixin, shidah and wani there. we all went to cheers. unfortunately, no bananas were found. so sherlyn's hopes of bbqing chocolate in banana were dashed. but it was ok. we still had PLENTY of food. walked to the chalet and met everyone! said HIs and the bbq started. food was served together with xmen 2 on tv! it was soo fun. bbqed mmarshmellows with chocolate! yummy! so melty and so yummy and so chocolatey! weee. then we slacked.
soccer match between mexico and iran. went to a cafe in pasir ris park to watch it because the chalet doesnt offer the channel. we walked through the park. dark and wet and musty. walked across the muddy field. MUDDY!! oh mann. the girls eeked and ahhed. then we went to wash our legs at the toilet nearby. stepped on some ants. red ants! screamed and ran to the toilet asap. washed it all off. then walked back to the cafe. half time. talked and ordered drinks. pure bliss. 2nd half of the match. chatted with nicole and watched soccer and msged pikie at the same time. end of match. mexico 3 iran 1. pikie just won some money!
jeslyn, nicole, evan, meng wee and i went back to the chalet. watched tv and bathe. fell asleep. woke up and got ready for escape!!
escape was fun fun fun. played the rides. funniest part was the haunted house. nicole, yixin, jingxian and i went in. at the start there was a human "ghost". she "crawled" out and screamed. then we screamed back at her. there were some dangly black cloth in front of us so we couldnt see her. then she came nearer and screamed again. then we screamed and move backwards. nic wanted to turn back and open the door but it was closed tightly. then the "ghost" opened the black dangly cloth and went "boo" and we screamed. then she said come, come in la. dont scream. i am alone here also you know. then she opened the black thing and we walked in. she led us through 2 or 3 black things and we were on our own.
we sat more rides and then rested. went back to the chalet to sleep. played donkey. then to escape again! played till it closed and went back home.
slept for 14 hours after that. was really really tired.
so that's about it!
emacity
6:18 PM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
i so so so cant wait for everything to be over.
it's in another 12 hours and 30 mins! the
LAST paper of the common test. wooo!!!
oh mann..
i wanna
SHOP!! it's the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! lemme emphasize -
SALE!!! it's a girls' thing. maybe even guys but... more on girls, i dont care. girls are fun! okk.. now i sound really weird. but whatever, girls are fun!
shopping makes the world go round.
that's how the economy prospers right?
yeah.
demand for shops are high
there is an increase in the number of buyers
therefore resulting in an increase in the economy!!
cool huh?
that's what i learnt.
uh huh. um hmm. yeahh!!!
emacity
1:03 AM
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i had a nightmare last night and it was so scary.
it all began when i was telling a story, not any ordinary story, but a ghost story. my cometitor and i were taking part in the ghost story telling competition. i went first.
my story went like this. i was walking the woods and then i saw a ghostly figure with blackened eyes and long black tangled hair wearing a white oversized flowy dress. it started to multiply. more and more of them appeared and they surrounded me in a pattern how trees are planted. they stared ahead. i start to multiply too. we were in a alternating pattern. i started to shiver. they shivered too. suddenly music came on and i danced to the chicken little tune. not long later, they followed and the music became louder "maia-hee, maia-hoo, maia-hoo, maia-haha" then everyone danced and jumped to the tune. the blackened eyes turned brown and it appeared that they were friendly ghosts! everyone was in a sync with the song and enjoying themselves.
then the audiences laughed at my story. i thought it was pretty amusing that i could come up with one like that. next was my competitor. he didnt look very friendly. his eyes were evil and crooked. he had an evil grin.
his story was scarier. it began when 2 teenagers were playing in the field when a stranger came up to them and ask them to do a flavor for him and they will get paid. the teenagers agreed and followed him to a long winding road. at the end of the road stood an abandoned house. it was old and shattered. they entered the house. peter was posted to a different room from paul. they were asked to paint the rooms a bright cheery pink. peter proceeded to work on his allocated room. paul's allocated room was not as structured as peter's room. he looked around and found the window torn out of its place. he looked out of the window then he looked down and he saw a little boy staring back at him. the boy was standing at the edge of the window pane. paul was shocked. a while later, paul began to mumble "there's a boy, there's a boy, there's a boy". his eyes were dilated and fixed to the boy. "there's a boy.. there's a boy.." then he move his head back up and turned around, still mumbling. he saw a bed. on the bed was the boy looking at him. "there's a boy, there's a boy" it was all he could say. then the boy disappeared. paul began to feel very cold. he closed his eyes. his head felt numb. then it went back to his temperature again. next his right arm and he shook it, followed by the left then the right leg and left leg. it appears that the boy had possessed him...
then i woke up. it was sooo scary. i couldnt continue with the dream any longer. i was so so so soooo scared. i wanted to call sel but it was 4 plus then i wanted to go online and talk to sherlyn but i guess she would be asleep too. so i prayed and prayed and prayed for happy thoughts, happy dreams, happy thoughts. i kept repeating myself. then i switched on my radio and sang to whatever song that was playing to keep my mind off the dream. i prayed one last time. then i forced myself to think of things that would make me happy. about an hour later, i fell asleep.
it was that scary.
emacity
1:10 PM
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
those people out there, c'mon, there is no wrong for fat people to be cool. they want to be cool too. stop thinking that everyone must be as skinny or as stick-thin as you.
I HATE THIS.
HATE YOU.
HATE EVERYTHING.
emacity
1:14 AM
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took some quizzes and here they are..
Your #1 Match: ENFP
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The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Your #2 Match: ESFP
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The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your #3 Match: INFP
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The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
Your #4 Match: ISFP
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The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
Your #5 Match: ENFJ
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The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. |
is it me enough?
emacity
1:10 AM
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Friday, June 02, 2006
i've decided to come to my grandmother's house today after 3 days of staying home and not have any proper dinner.
im feeling so bad now. i think my grandmother is hurt too. i can see it in her eyes. she looks lost. i wish i could say something to her and talk to her but i cant. my cantonese is not very good and i have a feeling she's gonna cry tonight.
i came here to keep her company and to see her after 3 long days. usually i'll come here everyday after school but recently, because i had to study for the common test next week, i went home. now that im here, i feel bad. i didnt talk to her and dinner was quiet. i didnt even understand what
gan shui zong (in cantonese) means until my maid brought out the DUMPLING for her.
this is going to be a long and quiet night. my brother is overseas and my cousin is still at work and my aunty and uncles are not back yet. she's going to be soo lonely. i cant accompany her because i had to study.
she must feel very disappointed in me. im the eldest of the 2 children that my mother bore and i cant seem to do anything likeable in the family. NOTHING.
my life is such that im controlled.
being controlled makes me want to rebel more.
im
NOT a good granddaughter.
im
NOT a good daughter.
im
NOT a good niece.
im
NOT a good sister.
im
NOT a good cousin.
im
never good.
emacity
7:33 PM
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