some people just dont understand that fact that human beings have feelings. one certain person i know. not that she's ever gonna find out i'm talking about her. she doesnt know that one little word that she says can hurt the entire production. she doesnt know that people dont like to be bossed around. maybe she was once bossed by but that is no way to treat another the same.
i have a hard job to keep up with being cheerful and serious at work. nothing seems to work for her. she is always bossing me around, telling me things i dont want to hear and making me feel as if i'm just a dummy for her to play around with. it's about time i left. it's no fun continuing work without fun. where's the fun factor? we can have both fun and seriousness when needed..
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i'm stating this entry bored for the thousandth time. reson why? cause i had previous entries titled bored! not that i dont have any more adjective to describe the feeling that i'm feeling now but i have no energy to cause i'm bored and too "sick" to think of any more words.
i have decided to laze around at home today instead of going to town on my off day cause it has been a long time since i stayed home and be a couch potato - only without the usual potato chips and sprite. heh. i scanned the channels aimlessly finally settling down with discovery: travel and living cause they were showing some destination week: paris. after that , i changed to MTV cause they were showing some hits that interest me and got me thinking of the next album to buy after i get my pay.
i've been thinking and i've decided! i'm going to have a haircut soon! i really cant stand my hair now. it's like curling at the area where i tuck the hair behind my ears. maybe that's the reason why it started to curl because i tucked it behind all the time. maybe i should try somehting new but then again, all the new styles that i tried always revert itself to the original one. maybe my hair doesnt want to listen to me anymore or maybe because my hair is too much and thick (as in the circumference).
or maybe just maybe my hair has its own life on its own!
imagine that one day you were out on a shopping spree and all of a sudden u hear thousands and thousands of little voices from nowhere! everyone starts to avoid you and you wonder why. then the voices get louder when you try on a certain top at a changing room and when you look into the mirror to see how you look, you see your hair pushing one another and arguing on which top is the best and which top you should try instead. thousands of opinions thrown about on the top of your head and echoed all about the room because the room is enclosed. then you feel little small pinches at your scalb and realise that your hair is angry with one another and wants to leave "home". you scream at the top of your lungs but it became a little whimper. sooner than you think, your hair is all gone. someone shaved it all because you dragged yourself, covering your ears to a salon and asked for the hair dresser to shave it all off because it was noisy. the girl look at you, funny, but did as she was told. you burst into tears because your hair was the best asset there ever was!
crazy little story, i know. i cant help it.
emacity
8:28 PM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
it's like a mask. everyone has it. everyone uses it. the mask keeps things from others. the mask can change itself, overnight. like how a werewolf would reign. there is a mask i know. a mask that can cover and hide. a mask that is so prominent. a mask that is so distinct. a mask that is so selfish. disappointed. liars never prosper. the face wont ever emerge. the mask is a neccessity that the face needs. the mask is hiding truth from all. the mask is cruel. the mask can hurt. the mask can lie. liars never prosper. they never do.
liarsneverprosperliarsneverprosper
emacity
11:38 PM
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it's a BURPAHOLIC DAY!!! hahaha. well, what i mean is that i burp a whole lot today especially after eating mee pok. hmmm.. what's wrong? with me or the food? cant be bothered with that.
oh oh. did i mention? results will be out this friday. god! it's so scary! the long awaited day has arrived and it has got the graduates talking. well, not that i know everyone and anyone who is waiting for the results but it's just like an expression of some sort to make it sound BIG and SCARY! hahhaa.. i'm not sure if i've got you nervous as well but who cares? that reminds me, i'll have to wear school uniform back and i dont think i can fit into it anymore. i think i'll have to borrow a bigger size from my friend. i've put on weight! mt new year resolution is not going the way i want it to go.. hehh. but i dont care anymore, i'm too used to people calling me FAT! :)))
i've got to go back to work after getting the results and that's not fun. imagine whining and wailing and not concentrating during work after getting the results.. hmmm.. bubble bubble bubble.. -pop- nah.. dont wanna go into that.
BURPPPPPPP!!! i've just burped! oh god! luckily no one heard it but i'm at home and it's very common for me to burp out loud. my bro and me are the best! we can join an orchestra and form what you call a "smelly ewww". hahahhahahaa.
emacity
10:51 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
how on earth do u spell TIRED? well, it's T - I - R - E - D, in case u didnt know that already. that's how i felt these few days, super uber tired. it's like the whole weight of the world forcing down on your shoulders, till you feel squashed down, gravitational force acting on you and pulling you down.
emacity
7:21 PM
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