why must we succumb to the rich and powerful just because they think we are weak? we have our own rights too.
so what if they think they're rich, so what if they think they can push us around, so what if they think we do not have the brains to think of the rights from the wrongs?
we have a mind of our own too. we have our say too. we must never fall into the hands of these people. those are people who think they can conquer and dominate what we people can do but are afraid to. we have to stand firmly on the ground and reach for targets that we set for ourselves and not be some over achieving person with no compassion.
we must stand united to chase away these people who have no passion for the place and people that surrounds them.
they have a hardened heart with no feelings...
Friday, November 18, 2005
i have been staring at the com since morning. there's absolutely nothing to do. NOTHING. if it is going to be like that after the Os, i rather go back to school. school keeps me preoccupied. i'm left with the last paper for the Os and it is not that important, well it is but still, it is not. i'm felling very bored today. very very bored.
i had wanted to pop over to my cousin's place but decided against it. i'll go over another day.
i have to keep myself busy. really busy. so busy that i can feel the stress building up, being agitated and being moody. that's when the thought of shopping and retreats becomes pleasurable. now, it's all nothing. ask me, shopping? retreats? i have been doing that the last few days and it's nothing interesting. i dont feel the excitement anymore. it's a masquerade of acts. maybe because the actual holidays isnt officially here yet. maybe i'm over reacting. maybe i just feel plain bored that's why i'm typing all this. maybe this and maybe that. i think i'm just plain bored.
i have to find a job soon. i have to do something soon. this wait is killing me.
on the flipside, i am actually keeping my mind active. i'm reading "falling leaves" by adeline yen mah. it is a biography of her childhood and how she survived them all. i teared while reading a part about how her stepmother ill-treated her. when her friends wanted to surprise her by following her all 5 miles home to celebrate her achievement of the title of class president, her mother assumed she asked them over to go against her and she slapped her hard across the cheeks until her nose bled and commanded her to send her friends out. her mother was biased towards her. this influenced her father as well, further aggravated by the fact that her actual mother died shortly after giving birth to her. it was touching. a must read for all!
i also made chocolate fondue today. my brother taught me how. surprising eh? of all people, my brother! it was quite bitter but still, we added lots of flavouring till it became not so bitter and quite sweet actually. hehh..
anyways, i'll update another time.. gotta go catch a show!
emacity
8:39 PM
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Friday, November 11, 2005
long time? yeah, i know. been studying really hard (just hope that it's hard enough). heh.
3 more papers over 2 weeks to go and i just cant wait. there's a whole list of things to do after the Os - dyeing hair, cleaning out my room, decorating it for x'mas (hahaha), gymming, finding a job, watching movies and most importantly, SHOPPING FOR PROM!! weeee...
i heard a few suggestions for preparing for prom from a few people (ok, maybe just 3). but yeah, i'll see what i will do when the time comes. it's just 2 or is it 3 weeks away!! it's still far for some but it's near for me cause time passes quickly. really quickly. before you know it, you'll be receiving your results and *crosses fingers* crying. haha.
cant wait. cant wait!!
emacity
5:33 PM
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