everytime i look in the direction of my uncle, i am reminded of the past. that fateful day 6 mths ago. i will never ever EVER forget that feeling and that heated argument.
while i was having dinner today, i had to look down at the table and when i do look up, i never look in his direction which is DIRECTLY OPPOSITE ME. i quickly ate my dinner with a miserable 50 cent size egg and exactly 3 small stalks of veggie and a bowl of soup. then i hurriedly scoot off avoiding him as much as i can.
if i had a chance not to come to my grandma's house, i will not. why? because i cant stand him. i just cant. he may seem like a professional in what he does but hey, he is a nobody frm my point of view. if he doesnt come back to my grandma's house, i dont mind staying there 24/7. that's how much the hatred has risen up to.
argh.. i dont wanna talk about it anymore.. it's wasting my blog space..
Monday, May 16, 2005
yeah! let's rejoice! it's the end of mid yr examinations! haha.. it's now fun in the sun and out on the run.. but of course, i'll have to start studying for O levels chinese which will be much much sooner thn the trip. (read on it you are blur)
i'm now looking forward to the Perth trip in june... cant wait.. let's see, i have to get some tops, a bag and especially jackets. it's getting cold there or rather it is already cold there. or i should say, it'll be getting colder there. haha. i'm soooo excited! *dreams* i'll have to start hunting soon!
guess what happened just now? rt, sel, sher, john and i were at gwc mac. rt, sel and i decided to watch the amityville horror. so rt and sel went to buy the tickets but they couldnt because they need sth to proof that we're above 16. so we gathered our ics and this time, rt and i went up. we bought the tickets and went down again.
after a while, rt took out the tickets to take a look, but it was for hidden blade and so rt and i rushed up to change it to amityville horror. but the ticket vendor said we have to buy another ticket to watch that show. i remembered crystal clearly for tickets to the amityville horror. we got so fed up and sel decide to ask for a feedback form from them instead this was when the vendor started to panic and let us have the tickets to the show. we didnt accept it but just walked away. sel wanted to write an email to them about their service.
oh well, we'll watch it another day.. for now, i'm looking forward to Perth..
emacity
5:58 PM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
it's finally the end of all exams!! to most of us because the one on mon is just listening compre and paper one of science.. who needs to study those? maybe me.. not on listening but a little for science. accounts was just terrible today.. i thought paper one was easy but paper 2 was disastrous. i panicked and COMPLETELY messed up qn1 and 6A. i was sooo scared, i couldnt do my paper. my mind just didnt think right. i was perspiring and my nose was giving me a hard time.
i need to have fun (think out and not home) now that it's all over. but, who to go out with? i'm trapped in a room, no windows, no doors just a light bulb swinging above me. i huddle in a corner, waiting for someone, anyone, to cast a spell on the walls and make it all disappear and when i get out, there will be green grass, bright flowers, birds chirping and a colourful rainbow. how i wish that someone, anyone could save me now..
emacity
7:20 PM
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i'm dead.. so dead..
i didnt complete my maths paper. i think i lost 20 over marks just like that. my hopes of getting a good pass is gone. i didnt complete my physics paper too, another hope is gone. i have geog, mt and accounts to go before i'm certified dead. let's see how bad i can go..
i just realised my bro's english is really terrible.. who writes "
hey dude" and "
man" in an informal letter? well, my bro does. an extract of what he wrote "hey
dude( in a soft low voice), i got something terrible to tell you
man, but i'll give you all i can
man." do u understand that? i dont. and what's with the
soft low voice? i just dont get it.
i'm so stressed.......
emacity
11:21 AM
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